Neko

dream

CharlotteH

(relatively) expensive food ingredients

#charlotteh yesterday's dream

Charlotte was sharing with me on how 龍躉 was very high class food and she saw people offering it during official company dinners?

so I told her it was actually not that expensive and occasionally we cook that back at home too and told her (something else) was more expensive

(i think)

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roommate sh

#claudia I was just scratching and making cat scratches on my bed, and my roommate was sitting by her desk. Then she turned around and showed me her freshly cut arm with long cuts and blood slowly coming out like little droplets out of the lines I think she asked me something but I forgot (it was very graphic but I wasn't feeling much from seeing it??)

anyways turned out she was cutting but I thought she was revising by her desk ye (maybe because I think she stress herself out a lot and she got a fever by overworking)

hon's letter

#charlotteh I was sitting at university upper street, and among the crowd walking by, I saw charlotte hon in her law cape ?? walking by. I think she graduated/ was graduating. I waved at her and she waved back. I was surprised and happy because so far I haven't seen her in campus at all since the beginning of uni. She chatted briefly with me and took an elevator next to me and went down and left, cuz she was busy.

Later I received a digital letter (hmmmm not email), saying things like, friends are meant to support each other, and asked me if I disinfected and how are my thoughts and to reach out to them anytime if I ever feel like it

I was touched, and at the same time wondered if charlotte c told others (like jamie and her)

exhibition fair with mum

#arthur #ruth #mum #caitlyn #cecilia

I wanted to go to the exhibition fair to buy something/ collect something from Arthur but mum kept bugging me like where exactly was I going, what did I bring with me and I accidentally answered wrongly and “invited” mum to go along with me bruh also at one point mum was saying something really stupid and I was frustrated and grumbled during my sleep- (i hope my roommate didn't mind)

and I tried to get away from mum once we entered the fair and I was pretending shopping until I saw Arthur by his booth, I think he was promoting his own organisation we had a brief convo and I walked around to check if mum was there I saw her also walking around and she saw me so we got together again, and I had to pretend nothing happened, and Arthur also just looked at us and pretended nothing happened between us

and then caitlyn's and cecilia's mum came and they gathered together later I think I had a slip of the tongue and caitlyn's mum kind of caught it and inferred that I know ruth, who was her therapist. I didn't have much to explain, I could only say oh she worked at hku cedars (LMAO), and I help out in related fields so yea

and basically they're chatting about therapy is good and caitlyn's mum find it quite rewarding and useful, and then Arthur came around naturally to have a chat/ promote his work I think at some point they also raised the idea of getting therapy to my mum mum was just treating it as casual talk without actually reflecting on this idea i think

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Seemed like the whole dream was happening on a boat/ cruise. The dream was vivid, but since I am writing this in the evening, a lot of the details were missing.

mummified murderer

Seems like I was a detective or something. And we found a mummified body enclosed within layers of very dirty rotting yellowish old shreds, sealed in a case on board, along with a memo. After opening the case and meeting with the body, we were very cautious and checked the memo and clues while maintaining normal conversation with the body (it was almost dying but not yet). And I secretly discovered it was a murderer of ... I think kids? And that I have heard previously a parent was very persisting in finding the murderer for many years.

So I secretly called the parent in order to invite him to come along to see the murderer before we destroy and kill the murderer.

At the ending of the story, the parent came, the murderer saw him? or her, and apologised to the parent. I think the parent said, it doesn't matter anymore, but my quest/ the mystery has been solved. So she was relieved, yet still very sad about her kids and was holding onto some instant photos with both she and her kids (when they were alive) inside.

And the murderer kind of crumbled into dust and dissipated into thin air because it was too fragile.

uni exchange on cruise

#CharlotteH

Very interesting. I was on the deck on a quite crowded and bustling cruise. The people around were all my friends, schoolmates, or lecturers. There were some food bars in the middle, maybe we were having a buffet. I believe the cruise had just began to sail, as I could see an island (with kinda big mountain) towards our left, around perhaps 10 minutes of sailing distance. I came into Charlotte Hon, whom I grabbed by her arm and asked her where she was going. She replied, I'm on an exchange on this cruise! Everyone was exchanging on this cruise~

I realised I was the only one who had a different destination for exchange. (I forgot what I was going for in the dream), but I am pretty sure the destination I chose to go had to be arrived by air. But I was on the cruise though. So I thought to myself, maybe I was heading to the interchange on the cruise, and later I would swap to plane. Everyone was happy for their own exchanges, including me. A nice view to have.

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Live TV fall from cliff

Some kind of paris olympics Cultural performance, from places like tibet or mongolia or u know those tribes. dad lead his daughter who wanted to pass on the cultural thing, of standing by a real cliff and dancing there (Dad was observing the daughter since dad is not part of the performance. Dad looked worried but “accepted the fate”? Daughter gave a speech in front of the tv reporter/ live reporter about her passion of passing on this performance/ she really wanted to do it etc.

On her second movement of walking back in reverse not so close to cliff, she slipped and fell The cameraman videoed until she was falling down the very steep mountain and she was shrieking nOOOOOOO OHH NOOOO

And then the reporter cut the scene back to other stuff

So scary but it was …not too bad since i knew it was a dream (I sensed it was not too “real life” therefore not real) while I was dreaming. But I was still having her shiek echoing in my brain while dreaming. Now when I got up there’s no more. Which is good.


(Heard parents left for breakfast irl, Masturbate in dream)

Supermarket dendenne shopping

#PBLmate #uni

At first I was just walking around in a shopping fair/ victoria park sort of thing with friend I saw Kendrick in very fancy shirt with western frills and stuff, I complimented him with thumbs up, he’s happy

Friend and I entered Japanese supermarket Hugging big dendenne A black photographer took a pic for me and gave the instant pic to me I was v happy

While walking i saw a PBLmate, korean. I was telling her some of my pretty girls recommendations (basically my classmates). I asked if she knows her (S). She was guessing the girl and guessed right. She said that girl was… I asked, a bitch? She said yes But nevertheless they’re pretty (S and pblmate)

While walking we saw a lot of kids playing roller skates. Their rented roller skates had variations of the pride flag as the colour scheme. I was envy of them because I was scared of roller skating and they looked so free and fun while skating.

Entering the supermarket, me and friend eventually stumpled upon an isle choosing cheap pokemon fit plushies like $15 hkd More and more passerby were crowding around, because I told my frd to hide the nice deals here and he used my black shorts and skirt and other stuff which was in my shopping basket to make a curtain, which made stuff so damn obvious

Actress camp

#6grass #charlotteh #A #teachers Training camp! Going tgt with Hon and perhaps Jamie (recalling 6grass because we literally just had a gathering yesterday)

3 floors Got summoned by Coco L. to big room, queuing up for getting scolded (she finished got scolded and came out to tell me; and then she reentered to be judge)

I asked them if I could return to my room for getting glasses cuz I can’t see They (other staff) unwillingly okayed cuz they were scared I would just escape

Rushing back to room, I saw cpo on my bed casually reading her phone. I was her bedmate! I got the glasses and came back to the room, feeling a bit better (happy about the bedmate arrangement)

(i think it was because I was chatting w my simuis secondary school alumni in the kids camp I was hosting, and we all think cpo was cute (along w many other female teachers- cch, ttam… legit my taste oml)– honestly her vibe screeeams lesbian to me but she’s still adolescent so I wouldn’t ask)

A in one of the stations, playing her acting scene (getting harrassed and another actor fiddling w boobs; final scene w white stain on her top)


I took an afternoon nap.

I dreamt I emailed Coco L. (I forgot why) and she said yes thats her and she would be available in email and I could ask her for support if needed.

Also another dream

garden housekeeper

I was one of the housekeepers for a large garden/ lake There were two annoying visitors- one mainland man and his obese male kid They were staying at our garden and didn’t want to leave. Our garden owner was very nice and gave them a lot of goodies Us housekeepers were standing in a row staring at them The man also kept staring at me and I felt uncomfortable but I stared back

The kid picked a lot of flowers The kid wanted square / cube shaped flowers The owner accepted the request and suddenly the flowers were all cube shaped

Idk what happen but finally the man and the kid were scared and ran away from the garden We wanted to jail them in but they escaped

While running they were still looking at us creepily like a stalker/ 癡漢 So gross

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Dream from yesterday but thought it was short and boring so I didn’t write

minecraft coop

Opened a new minecraft world with a total of 4 people. We go explore the map sometimes together, sometimes alone. We helped each other and it was efficient and nice. I’d say it was enjoyable.


Those below are today’s

h manga on bus

Hahaha!!! #arthur #mum Lmao!

Riding bus home with mum. I was in secondary school uniform so I was probably a secondary school student. A primary school girl was sitting in front of me, and next to Arthur. The seating plan was like:

🚪exit door 💺(arthur)💺(prim sch girl) | aisle | 💺(mum)💺(me) | aisle |

At first mum was talking to me. So I looked at her direction. And then I saw Arthur sitting in front of us. I was thrilled but I couldn’t show it and I couldn’t say hi because mum didn’t know who Arthur was and I didn’t want to tell her. So I just observed him.

At the mean time, he took out his ipad. He turned it on. It was a hentai manga. (Wowwww) The screen was rather bright too so naturally it caught my attention. I began to read the content of the pages.

The ipad was big enough to show the first page and part of the second page. For some reason the pages are in landscape mode. Maybe it’s actually two vertical pages combined together? Idk. The first page was cover page, so it was in full colour. The second page was blue and white, but they slightly coloured the flesh in the normal colour. It looked rather intensive because the mangaka drew a lot of scenes onto the same page, and it’s just the first two page. (Or maybe it’s because it’s a chapter in the middle of the book, idk)

The content of first page included… A hand grabbing a small dedenne and putting it in the anus (sorry!) Glimpses of zhongli from Genshin Impact on top Multiple drawings of girl getting fucked … I couldn’t look closely at the details because my mind was occupied by the cursed vivid image of shoving dedenne into the anus like a dildo💀🙏🏻 oh my god

My reaction in the dream was, see! Arthur plays genshin impact (since he picked a book with such characters) And, oh wow that looks intense, didn’t know Arthur had this side and was interested in hentai. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

While still maintaining a conversation with Mum, I took out my phone to take a pic, because it was interesting. I pretended to text/ use my phone in order to not let my mum know I’m taking a pic of a “stranger” nor letting her see the guy was reading nsfw content, that would be hard to explain?

I snapped a pic. However he looked bored, despite the seemingly engaging and exciting manga. So he took out his phone to search for another hentai manga, and began to read it, while the ipad screen was still on. I snapped another pic.

The primary school girl (she was wearing our school’s primary school uniform) looked directly in front of her throughout the bus ride and seemed unbothered.

We happened to leave at the same station. Arthur picked up the kid’s pink schoolbag and put it on one side of his shoulder. He and the girl were getting off together. Turned out he’s her dad.

While getting off, I tried to ahem to catch Arthur’s attention. But he couldn’t hear it. Maybe he’s too attentive looking after the kid.

After getting off, they were holding hands, walking at a normal/ slightly fast pace. I wanted to catch up with them. But first I need to carry my schoolbag first. However, my hands had no force and the schoolbag was as heavy as a dumbbell. I was stuck standing there on the ground holding the schoolbag.

Looking at them walking further and further away, I yelled at my mum to help me put the schoolbag on my shoulder, but secretly it was to catch their attention. But they continued walking with no response, and soon, they disappeared.

I didn’t really have strong emotions in the dream I guess? (Except at the beginning where we were on the same bus)

It was slightly interesting because I would’ve assumed Arthur probably was deliberately ignoring me, but now I gave him (& my mind) the benefit of the doubt and think maybe he genuinely couldn’t hear it because my ahems were too general :0 omg I think I see something

packing salads

#mum #charlotteh Two recipe- one from mum’s recommended Daisy (literally Donald Duck’s wife)’s recipe, one was Charlotte’s recommendation Daisy’s: delicicate, two half egg, torn chicken breast, salad veggies, green and yellow pepper, spring onion, with sauce on top of everything. Looks nice Charlotte’s: two half egg, 2 whole chicken breast, salad veggies, no more. Simple to prepare and nutrition content was fairly the same I wanted to make Charlotte’s since I was running out of time. However mum insisted I follow her recommendation and make Daisy’s version. I told her the ingredients were similar and we could make a spinoff version by adding similar ingredients as Daisy’s but simplify it using Charlotte’s method (e.g. chicken breasts untorn, I can tear it myself when I was about to eat if I wanted to) Finally after explaining for multiple times she agreed and I got to use my way. While I was preparing she realised this method was smart and praised me. I felt slightly annoyed because she wasted a lot of time rejecting my idea without actually thinking about it

Somehow the story changed into something that happened in the 小紅書 comments section (of what? Our interaction?) And a random client (the comment section was full of clients of different therapists) made an English quiz because she’s proud of being an English teacher. Fill in the blanks by choosing the most suitable word Tested [anxious] attachment Me and others in the comments thought it was a bad quiz because she’s not testing English language, but jargons instead.

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There were two dreams (events) initially. But when I try to “revise” the dream by sleeping again, the metro one had a new ending, so the latter event in original dream was gone.

sexual assault dog, panties, pet cats in cabinet

On a metro. Saw a random guy lying on the floor, there was a big (rather fat) dog lying on top of him. And the guy began to touch his dog inappropriately on the belly. (Not sarcastic but you can see him starting from the legs and his hand started to touch all over the place). And the dog looks like it's frowning. I think the dog is a girl too.

Later I had to exit the metro. I think I was wearing suit with short skirt (formal ones). I liked the skirt a lot but it didn't come with a safety pants component, nor did I wear any. And my feeling was a bit complicated, since I was a bit excited because I was going around with just a white pantie inside, and if I bend a bit others can see the small lace lining. However when I was taking the escalator and walking up the stairs I was also scared of people seeing my panties, but nevertheless it was thrilling. (hmm looks like the kind of shame play wearing toy in public setting......?????)

(ending 2) (the alt ending) Afterwards I arrived in an alley. There were two glass cabinets with two cats inside. I only remembered one was grey with patterns (I think it was just random though). In the dream I interpreted them as my pet cats. I was playing with them by moving my fist outside the glass panel. To my pleasant surprise, they reacted and were attracted to my movements. I was excited because they seldom responded to me. I wanted to call my mum to tell her about it and tell her to come quickly to see it. However, the telephone booth (actually a futuristic large panel projecting an interface) was just an arms length away, but I didn't dare to stop playing with the cats or else maybe they might ignore me next time. So I couldn't move far enough to hit the interface to call mum or others. I randomly pressed a button and it went to the discord help and services hotline, so I immediately stopped the call. So the dream continued with me playing with the cats, and the cats were slightly showing tiredness but they were still interested in me.

Interpretation: what if those cats were ivan and charlotte and I'm too scared to take a mental break and find others or else they might be less interested in me from then on

I think there was more to this ending but I forgot

(ending 1) two events happened, and then me and #charlottec went to victoria park, and there was a whole block selling pineapple filipino food, which was interesting and I think it would be a shopper's heaven for domestic helpers. (there's more to the dream too but I can't remember, the pineapple wasn't the main point of the dream too) I think I dreamt of this because I was watching Uncle Roger's ig reel about tasting filipino food... and yesterday afternoon me and Charlotte were walking around mk and a street with a lot of pet shops (so sad) and there were a lot of domestic helpers on the bridge)

——— I took a nap in the evening, and woke up at night. I thought I could sleep for longer…

ig stories

There was more to the dream again, here is just an excerpt… Oo i remember Posted a photo on ig story about the ocamp trip me and another person led, because the ocamp was coming into a close. It looked successful. (970 invited me to be group leaders tgt for something similar so yeah maybe that’s why I dreamt it) I posted another photo taken by #charlotteh ‘s dad when their family were travelling to Japan on my ig story. It was photo of the night sky on the beach, there were a lot of stars. And her dad dmed me asking if I was also going on a trip (genuine question not sarcastic) and I told him the pic was his but I posted on story because it was pretty, and I thanked him, and politely hope we may go on a trip tgt? (Not sure)

ENT checkup, milk tea

#mum I went to a clinic in PolyU to check up my nose and pharynx, cuz my nose was cloggy and there was phlegm in my pharynx I sat on the clinic chair thing and they scanned my upper body I thought it would be an xray but it was a CT Anyways the CT scan was pretty cool, the female doctor can rotate the 3D CT model right after she scanned, and then told me to look to my right, it was a screen, and there was an automatic anatomy sketch/ outline drawing of my CT image And then the doctor began to label the different arteries around/ inside my jaw and stuff on the screen to teach me (The doctor was probably standing far, near my feet or maybe even zooming, anyways she’s not next to the screen while annotating) I was slightly nervous during her annotation because I was scared that she may ask me “what is this” and tell me to name stuff, cuz I don’t know. (irl the arteries were wrong, for example naming pulmonary artery inside the jaw, and calling my throat umbilicus or what) And I thought being a doctor was so difficult because I need to explain stuff to the patient and it was hard if I don’t understand what I am doing (…oh the patient will freak out if I don’t understand too...)

Anyways I got a lot of sputum. A blocked nose. She prescribed something for me to drink, but first I needed to take her receipt and pay at the cashier, and come back to collect the medicine.

I went outside the clinic (cashier on campus ground) and met with my mum. Mum gave me her medicine drink to drink. I said we needed to pay to get my own medicine. She said just drink mine it’s the same. But I wasn’t sure if it was the same, and I don’t want to mix things. She said she would bring me to the cashier then.

On our way I walked past a bakery. I went inside, checking out what’s in stock. I saw they have premade boba tea in bakery, lining up on the shelf. But they were expensive, at 88hkd after discount.

I saw another small bottle of milk tea, at 8 dollars i think, or 7.8?

I thought, although theres no pearls it would suffice because the price was affordable. So I took the drink to the cashier. The cashier (mainland part-timer)scanned and insert the amount to the handheld machine, where I can pay by octopus. I saw the price at 90/ 100ish? I told her she got the wrong price, and pointed to her the correct price. She apologised and typed it again, and showed the screen to me while pressing the button. So she pressed the wrong payment option, because she wasn’t looking at the screen. She pressed mainland alipay. I was telling her she pressed wrong again. She was apologetic and asked me if it was ok. I said fine (because I had mainland alipay) But she made the price $9 something and it was probably the transaction fee, which was annoying, and my mainland alipay was glitching and I couldn’t get the qr code to come out, it was somehow on cooldown. I was thinking if I should tell her to switch back to octopus (and correct the price as well), when I woke up thinking I was probably thirsty.

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Hashtags to sort the dreams (and for me to remember what tags I have used)

Unmotivated I had a dream yesterday too but didn’t bother to record it

Today I have two dreams (because I woke in the middle)

#charlotteh I only remember in the first dream my friend Charlotte Hon was really nice to me although I didn’t treat her that well There’s a lot of content to the dream but that’s all I can recall (because I tried to remember the dream by summarising with one sentence before falling sleep again, and this is the sentence)

lift full of men in suit

And in the second dream I was wearing suit and I went to the toilet. The cabinet next door was a man and I didn’t like the man. Later we queued for the lift with another girl in suit (everyone’s wearing suits maybe it’s an office setting. But the location feels like a high class hotel because the interior of the lift was dark) And we got in the lift which was full of men in suits. One man commented there’s only two girls in this whole lift full of men, and smiled. Another man (a bir short) at the back asked he could only see one girl, where’s the other one (aka me) (because I was surrounded by tall men) And he tried to rotate his head in this cramped lift and saw me, and agreed with the first man.

I was slightly uncomfortable, because I didn’t know what they’re gonna do about it, but I was still okay (aka I didn’t have the urge to leave yet)

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(Oh hey I discovered I can add tags so I will be tagging people’s names on their first appearance in each entry)

Previous (maybe a month/ 2 months ago?) dreams: wants to go visit 格仔舖ish store with a section hosted by driving coach, sells squishies, rather 童年回憶 plastic toys(?), and some pet items (turtle? Fish food?) To clarify, he does not have such a shop in real life. But I was stalking his fb back then in winter 2023 and I was suspecting if he has a side gig of running a small shop in Kwai Fong. I still don't know if it is true or not, because I don't have direct proof of the shop being owned by him. Anyways, maybe this led to me dreaming about such a shop in the dream, despite selling different things. Visited once in dream. Didnt buy anything cuz things were behind the locked glass cabinet and i didnt ask the staff to open for me. Meanwhile some of the cute items were sold out, so I was pretty upset and a bit frustrated when i woke up. But back then I didnt know why, since i instantly forgot the dream when i woke up.

Also had a dream previously about him teaching me driving again (not the same as the one this week titled reckless driver- idk what person is that in that dream) (wanted to come back to supplement this paragraph after I was done with today’s entry, but I completely forgot what this was about)


This dream:

school admission day

#ivan #mum Visited a new school today with my mum. We are applying for school. I was around junior sec level probably. It’s called DGS girl school (?) with light green uniform. While walking there my mum told me this school was more chill than a DGS third form (????) school because the “third form” one required students to graduate and take the public exam by form 3, and thats hard. (That school has the same uniform as DGS irl, blue and white dress)

It was admission day so many students and parents were going there too

Entering the school hall, we struggled to find seats. We arrived at the back left corner if the hall, and coincidentally I saw Ivan, who was my best friend (in dream). In the dream, I recalled we used to sit tgt in this school hall for other school functions too, also at that corner. However this time, there were two friends of him sitting next to him.

I planned to take the opposite two seats (this hall corner is a table with 4 seats opp to each other) which were the only ones empty. However, Ivan made up a reason and told his two already sitting friends to reallocate to the opp two seats, and I can sit next to him, and my mum next to me.

I was delighted by his arrangement. I was rather excited and “extroverted” and began to chat with him.


I forgot what happened next Maybe a very abrupt change of scene? Actually idk which dream came first. But these few events are within the same “dream” in a sense that I didn’t feel there is a blank space/ black period between the events which to me separates the dreams.


Macbook gaming

I was using macbook to run windows. Maybe because I installed a virtual desktop. I downloaded a minecraft world. Inside, I was guided through a prebuild path thing. The world/ path inside with stationed tasks is built as a tutorial for something (I didnt recall). And then I reached the final station/ big area with built pink trees and fancy houses. (I forgot the content that got announced while I was inside that area)

As I was playing that macbook, i realised I didn’t plug in the power supply. But the macbook still was almost full. (Macbook battery is pretty longlasting) Anyways I plugged it in.


Throwing congee

Another section of the dream

I was staying at home, sitting on the bed. I was sick (I forgot the reason. But it wasn’t a physical illness)

I remembered a random scene of seeing one of my older relatives (one of dad’s older brothers) sitting on my bed and pretended to be really baby-ish- like he was eating some congee with a spoon but he couldn’t/ deliberately didn’t (? I’m not sure which) put the spoon in his mouth properly so he spilled the congre on his belly. There were loads of relatives (like 20-30 ppl) gathering around him, laughing at him for his stupidity and immaturity.

Some started to play with the remaining congee and tried to throw the congee onto each other’s belly too, those who got hit also laughed. I think they looked like they had a fun time but kinda sarcastic.

Throwing red juicy giant grapes

#secschool #charlotteh

Me and my mum went into a store. As I was leaving, they began to promote a premium fruit – red juicy giant grape. (Giant like two coconuts big) My mum was interested so she went to have a taste. I remain sitting at a tall table. Someone accidentally stepped me lightly- it was Charlotte Hon (that other charlotte from dream titled cats in store) I forgot if she apologised but idc because she wasn’t intentional and it was just a light step.

Later we left/ store set up changed and I was sitting on the floor.

The crowd with the red premium grapes began to throw them on each other, since the red juicy grapes would look like fake cheap bloodstains once it got into the clothes.

Gladys (another secondary school classmate, not that familiar, but recently I kept watching her instagram story cuz she went exchange abroad and shared different stuff every day) and Charlotte Hon took away something from me, and they escaped with the item. All I can do is to take pics and record live photos of them escaping. I can’t get up to chase after them (I needed to sit for some reason I forgot)

Gladys walked past me after a while, I think she wanted to look and laugh at me so she came over to see what I’m doing. Coincidentally, a staff was telling us (the group who was sitting) to report to them for any eye witness? And there was already a queued up group slightly far away from me which composes of people like me + their witnesses

I instantly wanted to grab Gladys by her arm, but she wanted to escape. As she was running away, there was a security staff (actually a police in uniform) near me, so I told the staff to catch her for me.

(Forgot what happens next)

driving coach’s CA

#roy

Finally revisited the store this time. I think it was a mobile services store. Something like CSL. Because I rushed/ speedwalked so quickly into the store I hit my head on one of the signs they hang at their booth. It was loud, I didn’t notice who asked me if I were okay, and I replied I felt very painful, but it was better than last time when I crashed onto something hard and that’s even more painful, so this is nothing.

I walked inside the store with a sore head. I found the driving coach’s little store area. Unfortunately the two cabinets was locked still, but there was more stickers/ notice on them: “for cancer patients only” And there are some other memo stickers with different deep words and one with a equation Some people left notes like add oil in your cancer recovery journey!! (OMG… I am so sorry I realised..) (though I think I dreamt about it because I was preparing for PBL yesterday about different carcinomas and the one in the dream belongs to the same type as the one I studied i.e. adenocarcinoma)

A staff walked past and I asked them what happened, they asked, “ooh you like him?”, then said “he went for treatment in the hospital and is not coming back any time soon”

Apparently it was a stage 4 cancer and he had a metastasis. I looked at the memos with those deep words. They are all medical jargons that I supposed to know by this time, but I completely forgot their meaning. I just remembered I saw those words before and I should’ve learnt it The memo with a equation has many α β arithmetic stuff. it’s a fraction. I think it’s for calculating his stage or mortality or something. (Note: very sure I made that equation up, you don’t calculate like this. I think my brain just mixed and recreated the QALYs and DALYs I had tutorial on a couple of days ago)

So I couldn’t purchase anything.

The staff asked if I want to learn it or something. I said yes. He lent me some laminated documents for me to take pictures of. (Really similar to pathology practical where they laminate the A4 docs for us to read and take pics and revise too) And then he rolled up some of the laminated paper, and told me to face him (i.e. orientate myself towards him). He hit me very hard on my head using the laminated paper he rolled up. It was kind of painful, but since I injured my head while entering the store already, the soreness and pain aggravated. He laughed (in a menacing way), saying I am so cheeky trying to look for tips from him for the exam. But I just wanted some more materials for revision, I was not asking for tips. I didn’t reason with him though.

I went back out and sat on the road (being specific here the location is the mini slope for cars to drive into the three resitential halls and madam ho, but I sat slightly out into the big road with traffic, but it was late night so there’s no traffic yet), studying the materials I got. I just feel like I need to study to learn more about the driving coach’s cancer and I want to treat it. Also felt a bit unhappy back then when the staff told me the coach had cancer because that means I chose the long queue for nothing and they would assign me another teacher anyways. (Slight recap: need to retake driving exam, can choose short queue (3 months) or long queue (1 year). Short queue: fast, reassign another random teacher. Long queue: slow, keep being taught by same teacher. If one day I need to take other courses I get to keep being taught by him too. IRL I chose long queue)


After waking up: Anyways I woke up tremendously sad But luckily it’s just a dream (hopefully… or is it) (I hope it’s not a sign) (omg so sorry again I hope you’re okay)

I suddenly missed my coach and I was stalking my coach’s ig (we exchanged ig back then) around 2-3 days ago but seems he didn’t update anything as always Idk if I have mentioned, but his following list are mostly pretty girls, so that night I just binge watched one of the ig acc he followed, it was a female japanese pornstar lol I heard she was famous but I am never interested in any particular pornstars so idk the names The pornstar is slightly visibly older though so not really my type. Maybe he followed years ago when she’s younger lol I think he didn’t expect me to ask him to add ig so he couldn’t “cleanse” his ig (if he has to) (i dont think he’ll do it anyways) (and now it’s too late or maybe he doesn’t care so yeah)

Hmmmmmmmmm everyone’s horny :p

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cats in shop; boba

#jamie #charlotteh Dreamt walking on the street and came across a store, my friends Jamie and Charlotte (another one) were working in it. There were a lot of cats inside the store too. I stopped to say hi to them.

Later they decided to grab boba from a nearby shop, so I accompanied them to the shop. They bought one each, and asked me if I want to get one too. I looked at the menu and it was average $3x-$4x for a boba. Looking at the clock, it was around 6pm, while I had lunch at 12 already. I thought I wasn’t that hungry anyways, maybe I’ll have a proper dinner soon, and I can save money on it. So I said no thanks.

After a while, my friends were closing the store. There were also other taller stronger male staff helping to close the store. I helped with looking for any cats that were trying to escape the storefront onto the streets. I hugged a few and took them back inside the store. They were furry and warm. (Probably because I was hugging a giant soft cushion while sleeping)

(There was this tiny interlude where me Jamie and Charlotte were swimming in a pool. We also listened to a tour guide introducing Ocean Park (there were five sections 1. I forgot 2. “Victoria Harbour” 3. Many residential buildings with lights turned on 4. That random playground next to central library – but turned into a swimming pool. And it was the one we were swimming right now 5. Some sort of highway – Tsingma Bridge?? which were totally irrelevant to Ocean Park, but in the dream I thought it totally made sense, and the only opinion I had in the dream was “Ocean Park seems so boring”

mum on bed; robber in room

#mum Somehow the dream transitioned into another. I was at home this time. There were a few strangers in the home.

In the dream,

:(((((

In the parent’s bedroom, I saw a stranger (in the dream setting, it was a “cousin”) hugging my mum on the bed and my mum’s legs wide open and he was masturbating for her 😭😭😭 wtf is this dream

I walked by their bedroom and saw it. Mum saw me seeing them. I looked at Mum, I thought she looked slightly uncomfortable by the idea of being masturbated by another guy, but was comfortable by the masturbation. She didn’t showed any signs of distress and any signs that hint me to rescue her. I was unsure, so I stood there and continued to watch But Mum didn’t seek help, maybe she was enjoying it, so I left the room

I walked into my own room. I forgot some parts of the dream. I saw a trained staff wanting to search my room. There was a little girl standing next to him. I asked what happened. Turned out there was a robber who was hiding in my room, probably under my bed. And the robber had a huge stick, so we needed to be careful. The trained staff was listening closely for any sounds so as to locate the robber. He heard the robber’s beating heart. But couldn’t find him. After readying myself, I turned on the flashlight of my phone to shine the bottom of my bed. The skilled staff saw it wasn’t beneath my bed, it escaped to the side of the room. And the little girl, who was standing behind us, at the back of the room, caught it (I think she used something big and smashed the robber?)

The robber was wearing protective bright orange clothing, I am assuming it was a male. But in the dream I found it weird why it was wearing such a bright colour instead of black.

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